I felt bad about the lack of my posts so I've decided to post 2-3 new posts today. That's especially because I know that I'm not going to be able to post anything for 2 weeks, since the finals are up...
Here is the list of the finals;

MONDAY - Religion and English
TUESDAY - Geograhy and French
WEDNESDAY - Chemistry and Turkish Literature
--------- Luckily we dont have any exams on thursday and friday
MONDAY - Biology and Literature
TUESDAY - History and Physics
WEDNESDAY - Maths



I'm especially scared of geography and maths exam since my grades last time were 47 and 45...
In addition to the finals, I've got to finish a powerpoint presantation about internal forces (yeah, geography)until midnight and send it to my teacher and hope she'll give me a better oral grade.
My life is great, isn't it?

I didn't go to school today and I woke up quite early. So I opened my laptop and searched for some new websites. I found very cute things as well as very intresting ones.
I found a website which publishes an interesting fact that you probably don't know every day...Here are some interesting facts that you might want to know. Some of them made me laugh a lot! Enjoy

I have to do my homework, study for exams, call some places in order to start a new project, take some photos, read 2-3 books and try to breath at the same time. I probably had the worst day of my life. Seriously nothing went well. As a result of a nightmare-like day, I had a photo shoot with myself, which reflected the state of my mind.
...I'm really furious right now, so, I need to stop writing and go eat something that'll make me happy...
Anyways, have a nice day!
FML:)

...Sometimes the most urgent thing you can possibly do is take a complete rest

Sorry for the lack of my posts! I was sick for a while and had neither time nor any exciting thing to write about. Fortunetly I had the time of my life while I was resting. Well, to be honest yesterday was not such a good day for me except for the hours which I spent just for shopping but today.. It was fantastic. I woke up really early compared to week-ends however, I felt live, fresh and happy. After having my breakfast I started a book named "Tommy Sullivan is a Freak" -which I liked by the way- and read that book until 11 o'clock. Then I decided that I had a pale skin rather than a tan one and thought that I could change it easily! As a result of that I wore my bikini and sunbathed for 3 hours! I feel uneasy about changing this much in one day but there is nothig ı can do about it now so it would be unnecessary to worry about it. Whatever! Oh and I'm also excited that I'm going to have a sleep-over at Isils tomorrow! It'll be fun:)
The only bad thing ı have to get over with is the papers and the homeworks which is a must in order to "study" and "improve"...
Anyways, ı'm still happy that ı got the chance to rest; and i should add something which ı learned today; all i needed was to have a little vacation far from the school, the people, the arguements and the tension...:) sometimes it's good to be alone


take care

"Don't shoot what it looks like. Shoot what it feels like."

Just had an idea of a subject to write about! Photo shoots. I recently had one with one of my friends and I think it went quite well.
I'd like to share the photos with you guys.
Enjoy

"Boredom: the desire for desires."

Hello, I'm boring. Nice to meet you.



I CAN'T FIND ANYTHING TO WRITE ABOUT.
NOTHING.
I just realized that my life is probably the most boring life ever. How nice.
I mean I have nothing but complicated relationships... Very, very nice.

Let's all be stupid

Ni hao!
This is the best video I've ever watched in my entire life and I wanted you to see it. There was a problem when I tried to upload the video, I worked on it but unfortunately I couldn't make it work successfully without any deformity. If you watch it on full-screen I assure you that you'll like it a hell of a lot. Enjoy

Music is what feelings sound like.

Music is one thing that I can't live without. I'm really nervous nowadays,and the only thing that calms me down is music. The lyrics, the sound... I want to share quote that definitely describes my feelings towards music said by Terri Guillemets "Music is one of the best ways to enjoy the present. It's not much fun to look forward to hearing music or to remember what a song sounded like last week, but music right now absorbs you and places you in the moment."
I discovered some new artists as well as new songs and I truly feel the excitement when I'm listening to those songs. You can see my playlist below.

secondhand serenade - fall for you
james morrison - please don't stop the rain
james morrison - if you don't wanna love me
music and lyrics soundtrack - way back into love - hugh grant
john mayer - i'm gonna find another you
christina aguilera - save me from myself
lonestar - not a day goes by
paramore - the only exception
the pierces - three wishes
junkie xl - cities in dust
the republic tigers - fight song
crystal castles-crimewave
the teenagers - feeling better
the kills - sour cherry
peter bjorn and john - young folks
air - photograph
radiohead - creep
incubus - i miss you
the cure - friday i'm in love
alicia keys - try sleeping with a broken heart
nina simone - feeling good
muse - supermassive black hole

In addition to these songs, I strongly recommend you to listen Norah Jones, James Morrison and Alanis Morisette songs. They are awesome.

Monday you can fall apart...

Today was a typical monday. We had lots and lots of boring lessons so I was very tired at the end of the day... As a result of my tiredness I just sat and watched some movies while eating pop-corn and drinking coke. Even tough I knew that I would regret eating and drinking this kind of food, I couldn't help myself. After convincing myself not to eat any more I opened my laptop and searched different kind of things; blogs, websites, photos, poems, music. Well, yes, I could've find other things to entertain myself but this wasn't that boring either. As a matter of fact, I've learnt lots of new things and discovered some interesting facts that I didn't know. In addition to that, somehow, my literary side was more efficient than my mathematical side and I wrtoe a poem to someone that broke my heart long time ago. Normally, I don't write poems. I'm more like a analytical person.
You can see my poem below:)

I want

I’m afraid.

Yes, you heard it. I am afraid.

I want to talk to you but I know that you don’t.

I miss you like hell but I know that you don’t.

I want you to help me

To understand me

Listen to me

But I know that you won’t.

the bone-idle

Getting used to writing

Salut mes amis!
I'm trying to sort things out here but unfortunetly it's not really working... I can't really change the things I want to and it's really bothering me right now. Whatevs, I have lots of other things to do including homework and reading. To be honest, I really don't like reading. I really don't know why but for some reason books do not attract me. However, there was a book I read in the beginning of the year which is called "The perks of being a wallflower" written by Stephen Chobosky. I strongly recommend you to read it. It was great. Spectacular. Probably the first and last book I read without any pressure... I would really want to share the subject of the book but it's 2 o'clock in the morning and I'm about to sleep.
Oh and there is another book I'm going to start tomorrow. It's called "Tommy Sullivan is a Freak" a friend suggested me to read it and I can't wait to start.
And i hope these books i read will help my writing and vocabulary:)
Good night everyone

Hello everyone!

I was actually thinking a lot about getting a blog but it took a long time to implement it. I had plenty of exams and some other stuff that hindered me from getting the blog I always wanted to have. I wanted to share all of the joy, the apprehension and the secrets I have and finally the time has come. Here I am, excitedly writing my first post in my little room, with dim light and with some relaxing music going on. I hope you all enjoy reading the experience...